Love Fantasy

Im back to bloggin. Duno when was the last time i blog *shrug* Well alot happened. From joinin to leaving Mercer and now back to sch in a new class whereby i duno anyone other than SY who is in management class but same batch. It was onli the 3rd lesson or sth and ppl start talkin to me and gettin to know me. Not tt bad! I wont be tt lonely anymore. I dun mind sittin alone in class cuz i prefer focusin during lesson but not alone during lunch break. Tt will be so pathetic. Im glad they initiated in gettin my no and includin me in their group work! Thank god! I tot i so gonna have to do it alone! And a classmate was sweet. He bought me green tea durin break time when i was lik slpin in class! haha Tts so nice of him la! And gd choice cuz i dun lik gassy drink.

And i haf this lecturer which i dun quite lik. He’s Dr Keith. I find him kinda irritatin. I duno wads so funny when i was tryin to clear my doubt in if i should get the 3rd or 4th ed of the book to help me in my work. The coursebook stated 3rd ed but students buy 4th ed and which ed of book is the lecturer usin? If theres no diff in the 3rd n 4th ed den why the author publish a new ed? And he started luffin n all.. And wads so funny when i asked for qns to do as revision? Tts so rude! I dun mind student luffin but Lecturer luffin at student?!?

Once awhile i will think of Mabel, Eunice, Alvin, Shumin etc… Still miss em… They were such great, hardworkin and fun-lovin ppl. Thou the class was small, theres so much fun… with all the jokes n all.. Sigh! The best time was Degree Year 2. Partyin rite aft exam! Sweet memories… Sumtimes whenever i wanna see how they are doin, i’ll juz go online to view their pic via Eunice’s profile n all… Hope they will do very well!

As for Mercer, I miss my BFF, Val, Godma, Amber, Shu Hui, Richard, Ain n all! They took so gd care of me. Going home together aft OT, bought me breakie, makin sure i haf sumone to lunch with n organize such great farewell for me. Miss the times workin with them and irritatin em. Haha

Guess im so lucky to haf known and meet such great ppl! Being 21 now, i hope i can change to a better person before i turn 22… That will be my goal. Time doesnt wait. Jia YOU!

Blogged. Yet deleted. Deleted every single words. Feelings and thoughts shall be kept inside. Inside me. Its bout my upcoming bdae.. n expectations… n past disappointments… I’ll juz haf it all kept in me.

I juz read a blog and found wad this person say is so true. So i decided to quote it “talk is so farking cheap. indeed, what’s most important about a (mature) guy is reliability.”

Goodnite World. Goodnite Peeps. Goodnite myself.

Happy birthday Cicil and Mum. Soon will be mine…

I shall blog while waitin for my hair to be dry. Well i went out to have dinner wif Mr Im! Haha I brought him to PS cafe at Palaris. My fav cafe. Today is the first time i sorta dine in. Normally i went there for tea tts all. Today the ambience aint great as its so crowded. Well its friday nite so i cant expect much. For my appetizer, I had oysters! Their oyster looks really delicious! And its the first time in my life that i REALLY wanna take a pic of the food that i eat! Seriously! I always find it DUMB when ppl take photo of the food that they eat. HELLO! Lik wads so interestin or special? I see it everywhere. Its so COMMON! But today, the oyster was lik an ART! Beautiful! So theres reason for me to juz take a pic of it! They were GENEROUS with their fish roe and chuka Wakame on the oyster! I seriously din expect that cuz i din order from the menu you see. Anyway both are my fav! They also serve the oyster wif toasted bread and butter by the side. One is plain, the other is wif carrot and indian spice. And i’ll say that their toasted bread is EXCELLENT! And the best part of their oyster is tt you dun have to “peel” the oyster from the shell cuz its already done for you! You juz have to scoop the oyster usin your fork from the shell and devour! So ladies, nid not worry bout their image. But for me, i’ll juz eat the oyster straight from the shell so i can drink the lime and juice and everything! However the sad thing is that it isnt as fresh as the one i had at Seafood Harvest (Bugis) and the sauce they serve at Seafood harvest was great too. So it all have to depend on which u would be aft =) As for my main, i had pan seared red snapper! I love fish but perhaps im too used to eatin cod therefore i dun quite lik the snapper flesh. And they din gif me enuf sauce to go wif the snapper so its juz a LIL dry tts all. They served it wif slightly mashed potato and spinach. I finished every single strand of the spinach but din enjoy the potato as theres mandarin parsley inside which i dun lik! As for my drink, i ordered the white wine cocktail. Its so refreshing! Two thumbs up! As for Mr Im, he had Moroccan Lamb (i hope i spell it correctly). He says the lamb is gd. It doesnt have the lamb smell so i guess its great den! But i dun quite lik the way they serve it and i guess the portion aint big enuf to fill my tummy! haha Well Imma happy Princess today! Great food makes me a happy girl! When i had my first oyster i was tellin Mr Im ” Im flyin to the moon! I feel lik a Princess! ” haha

Well before i could finish my white wine cocktail we had to sorta rush to Lido to catch our movie! Its Max Payne! Well i’ll say the movie isnt tt gd. But well, a great dinner covers everything! Nth to complain, Right? Aft movie we headed to Newton for supper which wasnt really accordin to plan cuz we wanted to have desert in town in the nice desert cafe but i wasnt hungry. So i onli had a cuppa sugar cane drink at Newton while the rest juz eat lor! Tts all for my friday nite! I hope i can wake up tml for my gym session when i’ve already missed my badminton session this noon! Lazy me! Im lookin forward to more fine dining and Jap food!

As expected, i fell sick immediate aft clubbin wif my cousin. I was too tired and drank alot so i got flu and slight sore throat. But well its all worth it since everyone (the youngsters) enjoyed themselves! My parents and my relatives were kinda worry for my safety la! Well you noe, Msia isnt a very safe country n afterall their daughter (ME) is so pretty rite! haha Ok! NEXT! Juz checked wif MDIS few days back and realised i can start sch in Dec which means i will be schling on my 21st Bdae! Aww.. Anyway it doesnt really matter alot since i wont be celebratin anyway. Well, few days back i met up wif Mr Im and his friends despite my flu. I was kinda surprised that he brought me to have Pasta at Taka Basement beside the foodcourt. Its so not his style! haha And guess wad, my flu was gone as soon as i went out. I brought 3 packs of tissue wif me and i onli used a sheet! How amazing! Normally i’ll have to stay home when im havin running nose else i’ll be blowing my nose thru out however it was otherwise that day! As for the pasta, I din quite enjoy cuz i dun really fancy cream base pasta except those wif white wine sauce and how great can a pasta get anyway (at least tts wad i think). Aft dinner we headed to Parco Bugis, hang ard for a while and walked to Arab street for desert. Normally ppl go there for shisha i think. (i wonder if i spell it correctly) The place we went was cosy and the song they played there was hip. I kinda lik it except tt its open air concept so it wasnt totally enjoyable. And everyone had Chamomile tea wif me. Aft finishing it, i asked the waiter to top up the pot of tea. In chinese and Japanese restaurant, you get to top up your pot of tea for free and over there they charge you the price of a new pot of tea W/O informing me! Or maybe the way they inform is only thru THE BILL! Man! I din noe tt. How smart of the malay to make money ar! I’ve learn a lesson. In future i’ll ask before i get anyone to refill my tea!

Hm.. recently i’ve been thinkin hard on what to get for Mr Porcupine for his upcoming 24th bdae. Hate it when i have to rack my brain and think of what to get for ppl and how to surprise ppl. I rather be the one who get the presents and surprises! haha LAME ok! So we met up few days back for dinner as usual. We ended up in this chinese restaurant which i been wif Al once. So sth came to my mind! Why not i juz buy him dinner as his bdae pressie! haha how smart of me. Ok, self-praised. So i ordered my fav xiao long bao, salted egg prawn, he ordered the pork (i duno the name but its damn gd i think), he also ordered the Yang Zhou fried rice (which i din touch at all), abalone veg, fish maw soup for me and shark fin for him. I wasnt hungry and din wanna haf soup cuz i kinda taken my dinner before meetin him but well….. i wont die from over eatin anyway. The most i’ll put on ten pounds on the hips! haha But sumwat i felt tt he din quite enjoy the dinner. He said he’s juz too tired. Well… shrug.

Msg Piggy last nite to inform him of the result. Well he changed a new gf again =) Isnt a surprise anyway haha. Kinda miss the times we had at bugis and all. Was all so enjoyable when out wif him. And its all memories now. Sumtimes i do think of Al too. Sumwad juz miss the times we had tts all. Recently i did think of findin a bf. Have sumone to take care of me, spending time wif me, bringing me out and having meals wif me. And sumtimes i’ll juz think i wont nid a guy and cant have a guy due to my illness. Sigh. And sumwhat i cant find any guy now who can do all these! Ppl do ask me ” Seriously why arent you attached? ” or ” Are you fussy or wad? Why arent you attached?” or ” Dun lie! You cant be single! ” Well i aint lying and i aint fussy. Juz sumhow im single la! Im not tt pretty tts why im UNwanted! Poor Ebi! *Pouts* Hm.. anyway i so gonna start sch soon. I hope i can have a great time before i start sch! Thou im bored at home but Im still NOT that lookin forward to goin to sch.

Happy Belated Birthday to my Bro! Sadly, we aint on talkin terms. Petty.

Take Care World. Take Care Myself *Smooches*

Woke at ard 8.45am on Sat mornin cuz Brother Buddy was suppose to pick me up at 930 to have breakie den accompany me to study in Hotel (he wanted hotel cuz i told him i went to hotel to study wif a frien recently and tt hotel room charges was so freaking ex!). I din study on Wed, Thurs and Fri! Goodness me! I had my fav roasted duck drumstick for breakie and 6 xiao long bao! Haha Glutton me! Den me and El were drivin da whole day la! Ass.. Went to this garage that garage.. Ended up din study. Partly cuz El juz changed his car AGAIN! This tym to STI. We were lik calculating the no of cars he has changed within 2yrs 6mths. To his surprised, he has changed 5cars! Again, he said he will stick to this car for maybe 2years. But i know him TOO well! Bet less than 1yr he’ll change again! Tsk Tsk. Den met up wif sum of his friends. Sumone who drove white GTR! My fav car!

Aft meetin El, tt nite Michael came to meet me. Wanted to go ShangriLa for dinner but no more seat, we went Brasserie Wolf instead. I had my fav tenderloin and fresh oyster. Shiok. Afterwhich we head to Jewel Box for drinks wif his friends.

I nvr lik Lotus Elise til tt very nite. One is 2mths old the other is 2days old. I lik it in gun metal than in red but still both are great car. No doubt that these cars are fast and attracts attention, i still dislike climbin in and outta car! So tiring! Dun ya’ll think so?

The drivers (wouldnt wanna mention name) are very nice chap. Handsome, outgoing and most importantly humble. Doesnt tt make a guy more Charming? I lik decent ppl.

Went home late tt nite hence woke up late on Sun mornin. Granny and my second aunt came over my place den i woke ard 2 in da noon, quickly wash up den went Yum Cha wif my family again. This time is kinda crowded and din had much appetite so i kept drinkin tea instead of eatin all my fav dim sum. Aft tea and strollin ard Chinatown, i headed to Paya Lebar Starbuck or Coffee Bean (always mix em up) to chat, study n haf sum coffee wif SY. Tts bout it for my weekend.

Lazy Ebi still not Studyin!

After lunching wif my folks this Sat noon, I went shoppin wif Mum again. Just the two of us. Though i was kinda tired, i still wanna make it a point to spend time wif my folks.

We went Somerset Robinson and we bumped into my granny aftwhich we headed to Toa Payoh for eye-brow trimming and foot reflexology! Hohoho Had a great time gettin my tiring foot a good massage! The young guy who massage for me was nice haha. I was luffing thru out the whole session wif my mum beside me… How great if i had a full body massage as well! Hohoho Me and my mum had such great tym today.

Speaking of my mum, I guess no one in this world loves me more than her. Not even my future husband i guess. I hope im wrong. My mum always save the best things for me. Her self-less love, makes me feel that at times i do not deserve it. At times i wish she shouldnt be that self-less.. She too, deserve to have all the great stuff and think for herself.. I so wanna cry now…. Goodness. How i wish i already am in the working society, earning my own living and i could dote on her like how she dotes on me using my own hard earn money. I dislike spendin my folks money. I dunno why, i always feel that nth beats spending your own money. You feel happier. And ya more willing to spend using your own money than your folk’s.

I love my mum! I always hear that people always say their mum is the best. Well for me I wont say that my mum is the best mum in the world. Not that I think that my mum aint that great its juz that i believe all Mums are the same. The love they haf for their children are priceless, precious and self-less.

So weird ya. Its father’s day and yet i only blog bout my mum and da content sound lik its mothers’ day. Haha. Silly Ebi always blog wadever tt comes to her mind.

Moody Ebi in her Smiley Mask.

天空上的云仿佛像你的心情捉摸不定
回想你扮可爱的表情难以忘记
情不自禁想到你
那些甜蜜的回忆
总是不小心就淋湿了我的眼睛

回到朋友的关系
任你自由的来去
好想再见你想听听你的声音
从此想念你只能放在我心里
我会一直等你
你还爱我吗?

Yeah I sumhow finished my assignment so sorta wanna reward myself abit! Haha spent few hours KTVin at home! Hoho! Nvr blogged using chinese character since i was singin Jolin song so i decided to copy and paste part of the lyric and jumble the words here and there! Nth better to do. I know. Im kinda bored. Speaking of which, images of Sumone flashes in my mind. Funny. Silly. And Cute. The dimple look. The baby look. The act cute look. (very cute indeed) The serious look. The sexy look. The funny jokes. The "Pork Guy" jokes. The proven-unpredictable kiss. The silly incidents that made me luff lik mad. (tt Sumone aint tt smart afterall). It all flashed in my mind.

Afterall, I prefer keeping the good memories and hiding those undesirable aside.. Maybe everyone should do tt too. To be happier?

Cuz wadever happens, happens.

(side track)

Ebi wanna become slimer! Yeah!

Ebi wanna have better lookin skin! Yeah!

Ever since Al incident (i guess)… i’ve changed. Changed hell alot i think. To the better or to the worst? Well tt depends on who you are and how you see it.

Ebi, Aza Aza Fighting!

Oh Yes! Before i forgot i’ve got sum interesting quotes to share. Here it goes:

" Dont tell ppl you know how to drive when you are holding an Auto license cuz you only know how to steer! "

" Why should you make him your priority when you’re just an option to him. "

Alrite, signing off.

Moody Ebi in her Smiley Mask.

Sumone asked if i am attached. And when i said no. That Sumone was lik "how bout Piggy?" (obviously that Sumone read my blog) I was like "what makes u think that Piggy is a HE?" Den tt Sumone replied "Cuz you mentioned it in your blog!" I rebut "pls read CAREFULLY"

(Side Track)
Been moody since Monday nite… No one noes the reason behind it except Shawn Buddy cuz he juz happened to sms me at the point when i was moody. When i replied him

Signalling him to leave me alone he den offered to lend me his listening ear. So i “borrowed” his ear.
Sumtimes i juz dun understand what’s in a person mind… I seriously cant figure it out. Dun understand. Its best to be nonchalant. (thou i dislik being nonchalant) Best to feign ignorance. (thou i hate feigning ignorance) And mayb the best two words is to: Fuck it.

(Side Track)
I remember Brother Elmer once said to me "not to be serious"
He too said "at the end of the day, everyONE only cares for themselves"
What do you guys think? For me, I think tts kinda true. However if everyone only cares for themselves and not to be serious what will this world become of?
No true friend.
No true love.
No true relationship.
And sadly, tt includes family.
No one is true to you. And how sad is that. You cant trust anyone. Nobody.

(Side Track)
Heard this many times. From my lecturer and today I heard it from a Senior Hairstylist to a Junior Technician.
It goes "So what if you get first class Honors and you dun haf knowledge?(meaning you learn nth from sch)" by the lecturer
and "It doesnt matter if you pass or fail the test. What matter is if you learn anything during the process," by the S.H
and the J.T replied " Ya i noe. I really learnt alot today… blah blah"
Well when i heard J.T’s reply, in my mind i was thinkin dun try deceiving yourself. I dun believe, not even a slightest bit, you wont mind failing this test. *Capital L wif the word Loser* It was freaking obvious that she was nervous and not nonchalant over the result. Wouldnt it be great to learn sth during the process and pass the test at the same time? Haha Wad bullocks really! Everyone cares only bout the end result.

Watched a short vid and its bout many HK male students hitting a nerdy lookin classmate. Am so traumatised aft watchin tt vid. So feel lik throwin up! My heart goes out to the nerdy guy. He has got beaten up several times. Wonder how sad would his sch days be. How much he dread goin to sch each day. Pityful. Those guy tot they were such hero. In the contrary, they made a fool out of themselves. How heroic can u be takin on a nerd. How heroic can they be gangin up against a guy. Sore Loser.
Ebi hates violence. Guess Bimbo aint da worst. Wads worst is guy who only know how to solve prob using their fist. No one can be more bimbotic than them.

(Side Track)
My post today is kinda diff eh? Hah I know tt too. Juz blogging wadever comes to my mind. Sharing part of my thoughts.(the more the ppl read my blog the more i nid to sensor) And im juz bored. Tts all.

Moody Ebi in her Smiley Mask.

Went TPY wif Piggy on friday. Intend to haf Ichiban Boshi for lunch unfortunately sumthing crop up so we had Ya Kun instead to fill our super hungry tummy den had super duper delicious Mee Kia! I so love tt stall noodle! I’ll gif it 5 Stars with 2 thumbs up! Haha After lunch we went to Vivo for coffee and Piggy accompanied me to do my assignment lo! Poor me, got assignment to do! While doin my assignment me and Piggy didnt forget to do sum shoppin as well! haha Love our buys! Later tt nite, we went drinkin. Piggy’s friend kept filling my glass wif Martel and coke! Luckily for me, i wont get drunk wif Martel easily! However, it was Piggy’s friend who was abit drunk. Overall, it was an enjoyable nite.

Went home on Sat mornin. Heated sum food, watched DVD and planned to slack the whole day due to inadequate slp. However my folks came home askin me to join them, my grandfolks n uncle for Yum Cha. Initially i din wanna go. Kinda tired but the tot of Siew Mai, Prawn Dumpling and Xiao Long Bao makes me wanna drool! So i decided to tag along albeit eaten lik an hour ago!! So i wore my black tube top dress wif my new bronze belt and my bronze clutch! Tt day i ordered a whole table of dim sum! Shiok but it was a tad too much yet we could still finish! Glutton me.
After Yum Cha, we sent my grandfolks home which is near my hse at Tanjong Rhu. Aftwhich me n my folks went to East Coast Park to say Hi to my cousie! Cousie and my aunt were campin there for a day! And before we end da day, my folks n I went to Mustafa to get a stack of DVD-R. N during dinner time i met up wif my buddy shawn to return him his lappy. And even later tt nite ard 2am i met up wif Piggy. We went to KTV and Piggy tot is KTV Pub whereby you can watch soccer cuz now its Euro Cup! Haha Bored, so we had mix pork soup for supper n went back.
So fast and its sunday! Went to Novena Monsoon to highlight and color my hair for free cuz a friend asked me to be hair model. My hair so Red now! Since Piggy said it aint tt bad lookin den ok lor. Juz tt im afraid my hair will drop even more… My hair tend to drop easily recently. Sigh! HAIR LOSS! Aft i done wif my hair n also free classic manicure (so happie. thanks to da super friendly and professional manicurist) me, Piggy and Piggy friends came over to Novena and we all went Sushi Tei for dinner! Shiok! I had two Uni! My fav sushi! And not forgetttin my Gindara Teriyaki too! Din do my assignment today! Sigh! Gonna cheong tml liao! Or maybe later tonite!

Tts all for today! Take care peeps. Take care world. Take care myself. Im so broke now! Sigh!

Been spending time wif Piggy. Piggy was supposed to study wif me cuz i haf school assignment to rush however Piggy wanted to catch a show since we were near town so we watched Made Of Honor! I so love da movie. Maybe cuz i watched wif Piggy and i fell in love with the cheese nacho! haha i dipped my index finger inside and scraped out wadever was left n licked my yummilicious cheesy finger! Haha

Bout The Movie:

Tom (Patrick Dempsey) has it all: great career, good looks and women falling all over him. Hannah (Michelle Monaghan) is the one woman he’s never slept with, and the two of them are platonic best friends. After Hannah leaves for an extended overseas trip, Tom realizes just how much he is in love with her and vows to propose to her when she gets back to the States. However, when Hannah returns, she is engaged to a duke (Kevin McKidd) she just met, and she asks Tom to be her "maid" of honor at her wedding. Tom valiantly accepts the job but only as a last ditch attempt to win Hannah’s heart and to stop her from marrying someone else.

During the movie, Piggy was saying that Tom will have a hard time defeating the Duke cuz he’s rich and all. Haha well i guess most girl will agree wif me that LOVE is not bout the guy’s looks or wealth. Its more of the FEEL.

Ytd mornin i had 3 half boiled eggs, 7 cornetto mini ice creams, 2 pieces of oreo cookies, 2 ferrero roche and a cup of green tea. I was hungry and bored la. In da late noon, me and Piggy were too lazy to get outta hse and we ordered Canadian Pizza! I finished one pizza myself! Remind me of the days i spent with Ailin. We always were too lazy to get outta hse n ordered Canadian Pizza and finished one pizza each!

Recently i spent more time wif Piggy than anyone else. Appreciate every minute I had with Piggy cuz sumhow i realised that you’ll never know when will be the day whereby we’ll never be in contact. Just wanna enjoy my life now by spending time with the people I enjoy being and doing the things i wanna do. You never know what the future holds. Juz lik Hannah and Tom.

i’ve gained lotsa weight! From tml onwards, im gonna cut down on the amount of food i eat and less oily food for me! Think i nid to delay my face peeling session. So broke now! Poor me!

Take Care Peeps. Take Care World. Take Care Myself.